Certified Emotion, Body, and Belief Code Practioner
Robin Michael, CECP, CBCP, CBC3P
Being Vulnerable Part II, ….and in Health
{Read Part I In sickness...here}
Another aspect of vulnerability I am challenged with is in relationships.
I am a very capable woman, and I like that about me. But it is a blessing and a curse. I like that I can take care of myself, that I can figure out most things, and that I don’t need someone to rescue me.
I have been running away from and towards things at the same velocity my whole life! With one foot on the gas and one on the brake. Running at full speed with a chain around my waist that’s bolted to a slab of concrete.
I have wants. I have desires. I have a longing for more. Every ounce of my being is aching for passion, to give in to reckless abandon. Cut the chains and limitations that hold me back. Forego all rules and responsibility.
Being Vulnerable Part I, In Sickness…..
Read Part II, ……and in health, here
To be vulnerable is not something that many people are good at. Nobody teaches you how to do this. In fact, we are not taught how to feel anything, let alone process our feelings.
I’ve got a rap sheet a mile long with ailments and health conditions. According to my mom, I came into this world with a cold. I was always crying because I didn’t feel good or I couldn’t breathe.
A father is supposed to be a man you can look up to, someone you admire. For a girl, your daddy is someone that treats you like a princess, someone who loves you and comforts you. A girls’ dad is the foundation of what the man of your dreams should look like, act like, and how they should treat you.
Why do we put so much pressure on ourselves to be a certain way, act a certain way, believe a certain way?
It took me a long time to know who I am and to be comfortable in my own skin. I know who I am, but I’ve always struggled with being okay with who that is.
With last nights rain, there was a thick fog blanketing over the valley this morning, as I was driving to work.
I had an epiphany.
Being alone is one of those things where you either love it or hate it.
If you didn’t read my last blog, How comfortable is your comfort zone? You can read that here. I took my own advice and set out on an adventure, practicing baby steps…
Travelling makes me uncomfortable. I don’t have many memories of great trips or experiences in my past. They are all clouded with car sickness, boat sickness, airplane sickness, and just plain sickness for no reason. Yay me!!
I do have some pretty funny memories of being so drugged up on Dramamine that I walked into the men’s bathroom instead of the women’s. But again, I was so drugged up, I wasn’t able to participate in the humor.
So needless to say, I don’t find travelling enjoyable, and have even developed a fear of it. But I am determined to push past the restriction of my own limitations, so I tested my ability.
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In a previous post, I mentioned not being able to eat anything but bone broth and rice for 2 years. Although boring and lacking in variety, I was just grateful I could eat that!
It’s hard to know why certain people come into your life. We’ve all heard the adage of a reason, a season, or a lifetime. We are all uniquely connected in some way or another, but there are certain people, special people, who come and change your world forever.
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I have been on a spiritual journey for half of my life, but I didn’t fully understand what that even meant until about 3 years ago.