Certified Emotion, Body, and Belief Code Practioner
Robin Michael, CECP, CBCP, CBC3P
Being Vulnerable Part II, ….and in Health
{Read Part I In sickness...here}
Another aspect of vulnerability I am challenged with is in relationships.
I am a very capable woman, and I like that about me. But it is a blessing and a curse. I like that I can take care of myself, that I can figure out most things, and that I don’t need someone to rescue me.
I have been running away from and towards things at the same velocity my whole life! With one foot on the gas and one on the brake. Running at full speed with a chain around my waist that’s bolted to a slab of concrete.
I have wants. I have desires. I have a longing for more. Every ounce of my being is aching for passion, to give in to reckless abandon. Cut the chains and limitations that hold me back. Forego all rules and responsibility.
So, speaking of dating and understanding the male species, funny story today. There is a guy I run into on a regular basis. We talk a bit and then go on our way. But today, today he saw me, laser beamed his way to me and hijacked my bubble. There wasn’t any consideration of 3 feet of personal space. He couldn’t stand close enough to me!
Being a hopeless romantic in a hookup culture is a special kind of hell
I am not a dater. I never have been, and probably never will be. I’ve always been the relationship girl. That’s what we used to do. If you like someone, then you’re together. End of story… Not anymore.
I am at that weird stage of being too old to understand the hook up scenario, too young to be exposed to the chivalry era and smack dab in the middle of what the hell is going on?!